Thursday, September 29, 2011

Hungry Soul

sadness devours me,
consuming my happiness
until i'm empty

Basically I feel hopeless about 80% of the time. I used to be able to distract myself from it, but it's becoming more difficult as time passes. Bills pile up, feelings get hurt, and I begin disappointing people whom I care about. Medication helps for the first few hours of the day, but the afternoon gets dark pretty fast. Maybe someday I'll not feel this way.